I'm sorry its so long and it might not seem as bad to you but in my eyes its horrible there could be even worse and thank god they haven't come yet.
Like all week I've been super depressed because nothing right now is going to great and its not the first time either.
Like I've had a lot of things happen to me.
1st: My mom and dad had a divorce when i was around 3 because he was a drug and alcohol addict.
2nd: My mother re-married to a man named Tony when I was in pre-school and around fourth grade, my bro, sister, and I stayed the weekend at my aunt's house.
We left the house giving kisses and hugs to our Dad (meanwhile my mom was at work) and we came home and we expect him to be there I go down stairs all of his righting and drawing equipment is gone (he was and still is an animator). I run up stairs to see if he's up there all his clothes and everything are missing.
The next day what do you know? They're getting a divorce.
A year later we moved to another city that was closer to family.
It was the middle of 5th grade and I was having trouble fitting in.
I would stay in most recesses, sit on the wall not knowing what to do, just kind of walk around, the more popular kids picked on me a little bit but i got over it after like a month and pretty soon I was making friends with those kids. Now we're best friends.
When it came to 7th grade, it was a total downfall.
I was failing my classes (strait A's in 6th grade.)
I didn't feel comfortable where ever I went.
I missed a ton of school (32 days to be exact from September to January 24th.)
I got in fights (I won them...score lol.)
My mom was taking meds that didn't mix well and they made her seem like she was drunk all the time and it was very scarry.
She was out of a job and couldn't work because of the meds, but she could be a loan officer because she worked from home.
She did that every once in a while though because of her meds made her like that until about 5 o' clock.
Anyway I was't doing well in school, I had a ton of stress over my shoulders from my mom and this girl i really liked and the fact that I was failing. It made me get horrible migraines to where I needed a prescription drug for them. My Christmas sucked because my mom wasn't working so she had no money to buy us things. Luckily my awesome brother jumped in and sold some of his things to help out, and I love him very much for that.
One day my mom was supposed to be getting a $9000 check from the bank because of all her work for the loans she put through and one man at the bank decided he didn't want to give it to her...
and so we had no money what so ever. My mom couldn't pay for our house, they repossessed our BMW (very nice very fast, she couldn't pay that off either my bro did for like 4 months) our house and a lot of other things. They hadn't given us a single notice they just said you need to get out this weekend. Pretty soon it my last week in Kent and I was a wreck I wanted to punch wholes in walls and but cry at the same time. I wanted to find the man at the bank and take every penny he had and have him in the same position we were in.
It also didn't help that the girl I was in love with had no idea I was even though I told her like 11 times. She just couldn't grasp her hands on the fact that I love her. She was my best friend at the time too which didn't help either. She told me she would give me a hug everyday until iI left and tell me how much she would miss me. Boy did I love her even more for that. It came to my last day in that school district and everything seemed to just wind down like nobody really cared, I don't think I saw Taylor that day ( the girl I loved) either. And that tore me up just because I wanted her to know and actually know how I felt about her. I never had a chance to tell her.
I moved in with my aunt in Tacoma and I still live here I'm going into 8th grade this year.
I decided to finish 7th grade in online school because I couldn't take the new school, having to make new friends, homework and all that jazz. The online school were the worst thing I've ever done.
hours of sitting and clicking buttons.....
My mom right now lives in Port Townsend and she still doesn't have a job and she has no money she's been living with my other aunt (I have like 30000) and she wants me to move there for school but I refuse because its 3 hours away from any of my friends and Its very boring there.
Today actually my phone was shut off because the couldn't be payed
it's not the biggest deal but its my only way to keep contact with my friends and now I don't have that. :'[
P.S. Me and my siblings still occasionally see my father he went to rehab and he is better now and he loves us very much.
I no longer talk to Taylor. I still have small feelings for her but... I don't know.
My new love interest are my friends Sierra and Felicia.
But they live in Kent.
I still see my friends once in a while. I miss them a ton.
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