So school has been going on for two weeks and on the first day of school I met this guy a year older than me in one of my classes. He is really cool and we have been buddies for these past two weeks. Over those weeks i got to know him more and more. he is a partier,drinks, does Oxycontin But then again..so does everyone else at my school.
I'm a good girl but I don't look like it. I look just like any other "popular girl" as some of you would say. I could easily go to a party and nobody would know that I've never been drunk, high, or whatever. I got invited by the guy to go to a movie on friday night on tuesday and i was like ok sure sounds cool. Today about an hour ago he called and wanted to know if I wanted to go to a party where there would be a lot of drinking/shet going on. I am so uncomfortable with that and i told him hold on a second. So I quickly told him that i wasn't allowed out of the house. he kept asking me to lie to my mom and tell her that we are just going to the movies. I tell him that my mom says she must drive me to wherever i'm going. He gets bummed out and says maybe next weekend. So I said bye and after that call I felt like complete shet.
I like him alot as a friend but I just don't like the party scene. I didn't even know whos house it was at.. plus its 9:30 at night..
Some of you might say I'm a goodie goodie, but it's just how I was raised.
I really don't like this situation. I just needed to get this off of my chest.
Please post your thoughts. I need help.
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