I just realized how bad my life was/is...feel like I wanna die...?

Question

My parents booked an out-of-country trip with a travel agency. My parents and I, along with the other families who also booked the trip, would travel across the country, go sightseeing, and ride in a tour bus. I noticed some kids around the ages of 4-12. I myself am a young teenager, but I grew up lonely, without friends. There were groups of families and the families that had kids had more than one child. Our tour group often stopped on rest stops and these kids and their families would take pictures. The kids had these smiles and laughs that seemed so powerful, strong, overwhelming, shining, and charming. They seemed to have a lot of fun. On the other hand, I spent my trip just sitting on benches alone. The dark sky made me feel worse... What is going on?

Answer 1

I'm really sorry. Families aren't perfect, and lots of people don't have many friends. I am in the same boat, but the small amount of friends I have are great friends. Ignore the devils in high school, and wait for college, and you'll meet people who will like you for who you are. Find something that makes you happy. Listen to happy music.

Answer 2

I hope you feel better soon.

Answer 3

hey you know what? i been there too, until i realized life is what YOU make of it. same with work. some people come to work and complain everyday...then others  come to work and joke and laugh and seem to have a good time everyday, why is that? because they know this is what they have to work with. and they make the best of it. that is all you can do in life.

Answer 4

have you tried reading? it sounds stupid, i know, but whenever i feel like c**p i read a book. it lets me forget about everything for a while, and become involved in the story, and all my stress goes away.

either that or i play the piano, another hobby. find something that you enjoy, and whenever you feel upset, just escape everyone else and do that one thing. give you a break from life

Answer 5

This type of emotional feeling teenagers fo through all of the time. Compared to many many other people in the world, your life is by no means terrible. I grew up lonely and had a very rough childhood. But you get through it and the best thing that you can do is to learn from your life now and appreciate everything that you do have, because to so many others, life is much harder...  It will get better, trust me,  :   )

Answer 6

first of all please do not say you wanna die!

you just need to get social..

Answer 7

You poor kid - your parents are so neglectful, taking their only child on an international sightseeing trip.   The nerve of your mom and dad, having just one child instead of several, so you wouldn't grow up lonely.   What a horrible life you must have.

SUCK IT UP!!!!!

Answer 8

Please. Some people have it better than you, some people have it worse. Don't feel too sorry for yourself...you are traveling the world with your parents for crying out loud. Some people can't afford enough to eat, in fact a lot of people in today's economy.

If that's the kind of family you want, you can grow up and have your own.