gosh i dont know where to start
ok, so i work at carls jr and theres this guy that has been working for about a month or so now and we get along great and i have a huge crush on him, and that rarely happens because im pretty much always working. so the fair stared up and i asked him if he wanted to go with me after i got back from camping and he said yes
so we did and it was the best time ever going on the rides and playing games together was SO much fun and we even held hands and he would put his arms around me and we'd walk it felt like i'd already been dating him forever, and he hilarious always cracking jokes and has a lot of stories so he keeps me very entertained, the only thing i dont like is that he tends to fight a lot, but i feel like i could fix that
anyways :)
so we come back to work and its always greet flirting with eachother, but now everyones assuming that we are together so tonight he drove me home and on the way he turned the music down and said, "So what'ts the story about?" and i said "Well, what story is that?"
"Well, everyones questioning that we're seeing eachother" and he doesnt want our manager to know cuz that could be bad, and so then he said, "Well, do you wanna be with me?" and i paused, and i felt so nervous but i just wanted to say YES! but i took a breath and said, "Yea, i do but i dont want to rush into things" and he agreed and i felt so stupid yet i also thought it was a good answer. i really do like him and iv been telling everyone that i do, but i just with he did it in some other way, you know?
Also, i rarely date guys and im 17 and hes 19 thats the main reason why we'd need to keep it on the DL
im just nervous and i want to go out with him and i know im ready but im just not used to it then again i think i just need to let time pass and see where we end up
so basically i think i already answered my own question but whoever reads this i just want to know how you feel and see if anyones been there
thanks!
<3 Felicia
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