I keep having a dream that my boyfriend dies, and then i kill myself?

Question

it starts off in my school, and all my friends are around me in a circle talking, and then one girl moes into the middle with me and says she needs to show me something. i follow her, and there i see my boyfriend stabbed and bleeding on the ground. he manages to say "i love you, be strong,i will see you soon." then i fall n the ground crying. but then i actually cry in my sleep.(according to my sister) back to the dream, then i take the knife out of his chest and rip my heart out. then i wake up screaming. ive had this dream all week... what does it mean?

Answer 1

You are much too emotional, hyper-emotional, in fact.  This dream is of little consequence but to expose your inner state of being an emotionally dramatic person.  You have imaginary whims as to what "love" is.  In fact, you are playing out the classic Romeo& Juliet or is it Maria and Tony, well, not exactly,  unconsummated love scenerio.  True that is the highest form of love.  However, in this case, you are trying to feel love, you want to "experience" it but it's not happening for you.  That's why it's been acted out in your mind.  Your boyfriend will not die, nor will there be any stabbings.  You are simply emotionally handicapped in agonizing need of feeling "love" as you do no know it or have it.  Well if you had it, you would know it so the better logic is that you do not feel love or loved because it is not available as per your specifications. Hey, if you're going to steal, steal a camel and if you're going to marry, marry a prince..  Why are you settling for naught.  Another thing:  " Do not try to direct the course of love, my dear.  If love finds you worthy, it will direct your course. " (Khalil Gibran)

Regards

Answer 2

your dream can loosley be interpreted to mean that you feel unworthy... you feel your b/f's pain, and try to "rip out your own heart"...

time for a talk with the b/f.

good luck.

Answer 3

Are you in 11th or 12th grade, concerned about an impending graduation? Or perhaps looking towards college with a bit of uncertainty?

One thing I'm sure of, the dream doesn't seem to be indicative of anything as horrifying or traumatic as one might initially think it would. But it does reveal an uncertainty, an unease with something both familiar and yet unknown (college, for instance, which if you're in high school would make sense - you're familiar with going from class to class and you know that goes on in college, but yet, college is something "different" - a completely new phase in life).

Does any of this ring true to you?