I know this sounds really stupid, but......???

Question

I am so worried about this.

What if I turn into a horrible person?? And I hate everybody?? And lose my conscience so that I hurt or kill people without feeling guilty?? And what if I don't even care if I go to jail or I end up killing myself because of it??

Is that even possible?? I mean, is it possible to just lose yourself?? To lose your conscience?? To stop being everything you once were??

I used to be a regular girl who was emotional, enjoyed helping others, hated violence, and just wanted to go on the right path, but I'm worried that I might go on the wrong path.

What can I do to keep myself from snapping like that??

I'm worried!!!

Answer 1

Why would you go down that path though unless you had a serious mental health problem? I dont think you need to worry about this unless you are actually having the urge to do the things you have said in your question. You sound like you know right from wrong so just carry on being the regular girl you describe yourself as and you should remain on the right path in life. Just dont think about these awful thoughts anymore, get on with leading a good honest life and it will all fall into place x

Answer 2

U must be really hurt.. Come on Cheer up.

yes it is possible thats why they have a psychological doctor exists in this world to help people.

talk to someone that you trust most. tell and ask.

choose which is right or wrong from your brain not your heart.

spend yourself on sumthing that u like.

Im sure u miss your old self right?

Talk to counsellers , open up and find out whats wrong..

Get help.

Answer 3

well when you get that way, you wont care so much about it, now will you.  

Answer 4

I don't think serial killers and violent people worry about hurting people. You will be fine. Focus on good things in life. Eat healthy, take vitamins, exercise, get plenty of sleep, and find a hobby you love. If these thoughts and worries persist, see a doctor. No one should have to go through life feeling bad and worried all the time. Best wishes to you dear!

Answer 5

Ya don't snap like that.  Problems arise that you get taken care of.  That is not how you go crazy by the way.  I am crazy and it is Bipolar disorder.

Answer 6

Feeling this way is a sign of depression. I know, I am going through it myself too. Deep down you know if you'd ever really do those things though. I know I wouldn't, but have thought about it.

Answer 7

Its NOT a stupid question.

I've always wondered about this question, myself since I'm not exactly "nice" towards everyone I meet.

Just be careful with who you hang out.

Thats all I can really say for this question.  But dear, its so normal to wonder about this question.. I promise your not the the only one.

And yes, it is possible to lose yourself, [everyone can]

But usually, if you had a mental disease...

then killing may happen, or if your an extremeley mad person.

If you are a mad person, then just talk to a councelor at school [lunch, break, before, after school] Or get help from friends, or a therapist.

And no worries, Im sure everyone is going to need help like this everyonce in a while.