ok so i'm kinda in love with my best friends brother. i have known them forever(since i was two). i can't stop thinking about him. when i'm at her house they are always fighting over who gets to hangout with me. its like "lola come here... wait i need to show you something... LOLA COME HERE..." ahhh its nuts. he is like a best friend right now and i want it to be more, but i can tell him. and the worst that could happen is i ask and he says no and it gets all awkward for the rest of my life, and i would still have to go over to their house wtih him around.... like i said i could ruin everything! he has said to my best friend that i was the prettiest out of all her friends but i wasn't around when he said that their mom told me. he really cares about my opinion. he's cute, he notices when i've made the slightest change to my hair... and we are nerds we go to borders and pick out books for each other:], i just don't know if he thinks of me as a sister a best friend or something more... a can't telll!! i just don't want to ruin our friend ship, because its great.
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