I live a life with no meaning but without my one that matters why to be made fun of?

Question

all of it I HATE CUZ i m deaf she only accept

Answer 1

Every life has a meaning, so does yours, the problem is to see what the meaning is when you are caught up in negative thoughts. It seems that you are caught up in thoughts about what people think of you and how they act towards you, it's understandable and natural, but to find the meaning of your life you need to be able to look beyond that. The meaning of your life or your value in this world is not determined by looking at what some persons think of you, it's far greater than that.

Hate is a destructive feeling and makes you blind to reality. Try to spend less time hating and more time caring and loving and you'll see.