I lost my mom this year April 24,2008?

Question

HI ALL,

I LOST MY MOTHER APRIL 24,2008 AND ITS BEEN REALLY HARD AND SOMETIMES I WAKE UP FEELING I SHOULD JUST ALREADY BE UP THERE WITH HER BECAUSE I MISS HER SO MUCH!

MY MOTHER DIED FROM LEUKEMIA MNE ANDM Y FAMILY WERE AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN IT HAPPEND. AND LIEK I WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM AND MY BROTHER INLAW TOLD ME TO GO SO AS SOON AS I WALKED IN THATS WHEN SHE PAST AWAY.. SOMETIMES I THINK SHE WAITED FOR ME TO BE THERE ='[ AND ITS REALLT HARD TO TYPE THIS RIGHT NOW BUT YEA!

HOW SHOULD I FEEL?

AND HOW SHOULD I BE DEALING WITH THIS?

THANK YOU

Answer 1

Im really sorry for your loss... but i dont understand how your asking people how your supposed to feel? feeling are something natural, you dont really decide each day what they;re going to be?

Answer 2

I am very sorry for your loss.  My mother passed away several years ago, the pain does ease some with time, but I still miss her.

I have no idea how old you are, but if you are in school, can you talk to a school counselor?? It does help to talk with someone who has experience with grief counseling.  Please talk to someone, the grief and sense of loss can be so painful sometimes, almost unbearable.  You will need someone to help you thru this.  Take care and God bless!