I've been dating my boyfriend for a little over two years (I'm only 16, mind you...and we've known each other for 13 years)
He's the best person ever, he's funny, kind, cute, and he genuinely cares about everybody around him. We can have the most amazing conversations ever, being random as heck or actually discussing something. There's never a dull moment when we talk, and we seriously care for each other, very deeply.
But I have a lot of trouble even just holding his hand or kissing him, when we're in public or just sitting in his room.
Dinner is worse, I feel like all eyes are on me, and I get nervous. He's the type that is extremely romantic and touchy-feely, so naturally he gets hurt when I kinda shrug him off. Lately I've been sucking it up and kissing him/holding his hand/hugging him, but now I feel like the relationship is forced, and I think he can see that I feel pressured, because he asks me if I'm okay 24/7.
I've had bad experiences in my life, but I didn't think they would affect me to the point of being afraid to show my boyfriend I love him, and being afraid to have him show me. Has anybody had this problem and if you fixed it...how?
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