If I stray one bit from a "normal routine" I am extremely sensitive to the change and my life becomes disabling. For instance a night without sleep means the next day I sleep the whole day and never truly wake up. The next day inertia has set in and I am tense, out of it, depressed and bewildered. It usually take caffeine and pain pills to get going again. Another example is when I get a real good workout. That day I feel great. The next day I'm sore and can't hardly get out of bed. Once again I'm tense, tired, and bewildered. The third day after exercising I am even more sore. Once again it takes caffeine and pain pills to get me going again. The only way to avoid these situations is to live the same everyday and only workout very lightly. But I just haven't got the hang of life yet. Any suggestions would be appreciated.
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