I need a good defend statement, please suggest?

Question

For certain reasons,my older brother is my legal guardian.Ok, here it how it started.Im 3rd of 5 brothers.We are 21(guardian),17,16(me),15,8.Today,while preparing breakfast I accidentally push the 8 bro for his bad behavior.Unfortunately,he hit the dining table and got bleeded lips.Im very sorry and had apologized to the 8.However,since dad died 6 years ago,the 8 is my 21's favorite.They kind of have father-son bonding.My 21 will be crazily mad once he get home from work 2day for hurting 8.Please help suggest the best word seek forgiveness from my 21.It happened once 4 months ago when my 15 fought 8.He shoved 8 hard and 8 cried.My 21 yelled and lunged my 15 and slap him hard.Im barely scared and crazily shaking right now waiting for my 21.

My 21 always avoiding raising his hand or voice in front my 8.My 8 never knew how scary the 21 could be when he's mad.So I bet,8 will grumble to 21 what had happened during breakfast.Honestly,my 21 is not an abuser,just that he is overprotective towards 8 and never ever let anyone hurts 8.Me, 17 & 15 always complained to 21 about him playing favorite.He simple answered that 8 never really has a father.WHat a stupid answer, we do not have father as well, not just 8.So,Im surely dead tonight after he get home.

PLEASE HELP

Answer 1

just tell him before "number 8" does

and get a control on your anger c**p.

you don't push kids around.

that teaches them to act bad.

Answer 2

That would have been a lot easier to read if you had used names..

Tell your oldest brother what happened; I don't really think there's a way to avoid getting in trouble. When he said the youngest one never got to have a dad, I think he meant he was only 2 when your dad died (right?) but the rest of you had some time with your dad.

Answer 3

Say he fell.