so ok, my husband and I have been married for 3 years now, and we have been together for about 6. we have decided to have a baby, this should be a wonderful time in my life, but I am finding it VERY hard to even want to try, (even though I have wanted childen so bad it hurts, I cry about it). my husband and I have not used anything to prevent pregnancy for 5 years now. Well I just found out that my husbands neice (who is only a month younger than I) just found out she is pregnant, (she has only been married for 8 months). then there is a woman that comes into my work that has the same name as me (I have a very unique name. Angell, and come to find out she has the same middle name as me as well) and she is pregnant, I found out that a co worker is pregnant and someone else I know. I am starting to just not want a child at all. nothing seems to work. I do not know what to do. PLEASE lift my spirits.
just a sad angell look to start a family of her own.
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