My husband was my h.s. sweetheart. We got engaged the summer before our senior year. I found out I was pregnant at christmas time that year. Our daughter was born August 4th last year we got married October 13th last year. We no sooner got married and he talked to a girl about having s*x with her and her being his secret girlfriend! *she was supposed to be my friend, yeah right!* I thought there was something going on somewhere but didn't have any proof. I asked him and hed denied anything! He lied to me for a long time before she finally told me!! It's been a year and it still hurts me like it just happend yesterday! I thought I forgave him until we started fighting one night and accused me of cheating on him!!! I'd never do that! he doesn't want me to talk to guys anymore, because of his fear i'm gunna cheat! Things were going really well until I got pregnant again *this one planned* and it's like our marriage has just dwindled. We never see each other, cuz we work opposite shifts, and when we do we fight!! He even asked me one night if i thought we'd make it!! I had confidence until he asked that. and ever since I have ?'d everything!!
I love him theres no doubt about it! I mean we've been together for 5 years!! But I hate how I've come to have this love/ hate relationship! When we try to talk about it, it just ends up in a fight!! We want to let things work out for our children, but I feel like we are forcing it. I didn't realize how I really felt until I started talking to a guy I work with. He got me to open up and think about and talk about how I feel. But I just don't know what to do! I brought up marriage counceling, but he looked at me as if I was dumb!
I want to know what you would do...
I know we are young, we're both 20. So please don't make all the "oh your young" bull c**p! I don't think age has a lot to do with love.
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