K so I met this guy about a year ago at this celebration my town has, and we talked for a while, flirted quiiite a bit, and he asked for my number, so I gave it to him right? He has family here, and so he comes to it every year, and he lives about an hour away. So then we started talking on the phone for a while, and he was SO amazing!! What a sweet talker! He always made me feel incredible. He'd call me everyday and we'd talk for like... an hour or so, and sometimes we'd stay up at night and talk for a long time, and I fell hard for him. He'd tell me he'd fallen for me too almost every time we talked, but THEN, I was talking to my friend about him, and this other girl overheard our conversation, and she was like, "HIM!?" and she told me that he was a bad kisser. I was like... how do you know?? and she said they had kissed at the celebration. I was like... WHAT!? So I asked him, and he ended up getting mad at me!!! He was like, "WHY would you even think I would do that!? I can't believe you even asked that!!" and stuff and I was like... I'm sorry! (Now I feel stupid for apologizing about that.. I just asked a friggin question!) So then a while later he called me and he was like, "I need to tell you something... There's a girl here that I like, and I'm gonna ask her on a date, mainly because she's closer, but I still promise to talk to you a lot, and if we ever get the chance to live by each other, you know I'm comin for you." (because his family was thinking about moving here.) SO. Then he called me like... twice a week, and after a while he just stopped calling me altogether. So we haven't talked for like... 5 months. Until today. The "celebration" was today, and I walked past him and he was like.. "MADDI!?" and then we hugged and he was like, "I haven't talked to you forever! I missed you so much!!" and I was like, "I know! You stopped calling me!!" and he was like, "Yeah, I was just.. busy with school and stuff" and I said, "yeah.. and a girlfriend.." and he was like, "i'm so sorry... I was so foolish, but I promise I've matured" and stuff and I was like It's okay it's okay. So we talked for a long time and at the end it started raining, so everyone started to head home, and he was like, "will you put my phone in my car for me?" so I was like, "sure!" and I took it from him to put it in his car, and then he was like, "wait, uhm. Would you mind putting your number in there too?" =] and I was like, "uh, sure!" so I dunno if he just.. lost my number or what but uh. He said he'd call me later and I don't know if I should do this with him again, cause he said he matured but I don't want to be.. hurt(?) again. I know life is full of "hurts" but I don't know if I'm being stupid and walking right into one that's avoidable or if I should give him another chance. I can't tell if he's a hard-core player or if it was just.. bad timing for both of us, y'know? I've been in situations with guys and they show me a red flag and it's been easy for me to just be like.... "NEH, I can do better than that," but with him, it's hard to walk away! I don't know if I should try anyways!??? GAH... HELP A SISTA OUT! ♥
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