I need help and i know it.?

Question

just so you know im a 14 year old girl and my friend is a 14 year old guy. okay my friend is always asking me if im okay and everything. he knows i used to be anorexic and that i used to cut myself. the problem is, i still cut and im still anorexic. he also doesnt know that i am suicidal. he doesnt know that i wish i would just die and i dont want to live anymore and that i am scared im not going to able to control myself and take my life one day. i want to tell him this but idk. he tells me he cares about me and that i can tell him anything, but i dont know how to say it. he also knows i have problems at home, but he doesnt know my mom tells me she wished i was never born and im a psychotic ***** and i should be in foster care. i feel like my friend should be doing something better than worrying about me. idk what to do anymore. im scared to open up to him because im afraid im going to cry and look like an idiot.

and ps i have a therapist i went to her once and im going to her again tomorrow but i dont want to talk to her. i dont trust her. im never going to tell her anything because she said she can repeat everything i say to my parents. i was like wtf!

ohh and i think im depressed idk im always upset and crying and idk why

Answer 1

talk to GOD! He made you, He can for sure help you. Really, I'm guessing you have tried everything, so try this.

Answer 2

You so should talk to your friend, course he will be worried about you but he'll understand and want to help you more than anything.

And you should go to a different therapist because it should always be confidential and she's way out of order saying she could repeat it. It's like a therapist rule thing that they're not allowed to repeat anything you say to anyone.

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Answer 3

U should talk to your friend he can probably help you, my best friend was that wey when I met her and she told me everything about it and now shes weyyyyy better shes a verry happy girl now:)