I need help desperately! i don't know what to do?

Question

well my life has all gone wrong this holiday and when i say wrong i mean several people i am very close to have died or almost died and other stuff as well.

anyway because of all the stuff that has happened i have started to self harm and i haven't a clue how to tell my friends and family without them getting mad and hating me forever

Answer 1

Well about 5 years ago my best friend hung himself it was just before xmas i wanted to die  thats all i could do for not blaming my self.So stop beating your self up iit wont help i am sure if your love ones knew how or what you where doing to your self they would be very sadden.