i asked this before and
people haven't been that nice.
This summer was different. I had never been as excited for a summer break as I had been for this break. I expected to spend much time with all new friends from freshman year. It was week before the summer started, my mom told me about our upcoming family trip to Seoul, S Korea. My summer dream was shattered. To be in foreign country for whole summer without any friends or the beach or the mall was unimaginable! So with anger and disappointment, we left California. Once I arrived in Seoul, everything was to my dislike: overly populated city, no American show on TV, International Academy which I had to attend, humid and hot weather etc. I spent days after days darning my summer and missing California.
It was half way through the summer at Seoul, when I realized I could still have fun summer in Seoul. I was wasting my summer missing California, when in fact I had a whole new different city in front of me. My nostalgia for California was stopping me from having fun in Seoul. I took subway and rode bus everyday to go to many places. I made friends with people from all around the world at the International Academy. I went shopping in the biggest shopping streets in Seoul. I saw the river that actually flows. I went to the beach that was so clear that I could see the school of fishes swimming. I walked among the crowds in the streets. I could do so many things that I cannot do in Ventura. I finally had fun when I stopped missing California. And I learned. I learned that an already filled bag cannot be filled with new experiences and new memories. I couldn’t see the Seoul and all the fun I could have had because I was only looking across the Pacific Ocean-to California.
If I have one suit case to pack to leave to a new place, I would pack absolutely nothing. I would leave it empty with openness, eagerness, and enthusiasm to welcome the new adventure. I would leave it empty to fill it with new knowledge, experiences, and memories. Because why dwell in the past which I will never be able to return to, when I have the present to enjoy. Life is adventure.
thank you!
Tags: