I found out I was pregnant when I was 16 and delivered my son when I was 17. He is now 2 1/2 years old. His father and I were together 8 months before I got pregnant, but by together I mean your typical high school relationship. When I was 8 months pregnant we got our own place together. Soon after my son was born reality slapped me in the face and I realized that I could not be with his father. We broke up when my son was 4 months old.
To give some back ground on my son's father... he is now 21 years old. He's from what most people would call a "ghetto" area. Overall he's pretty stereotypical but he doesn't deal drugs or own a gun... nothing that serious. Its just more about his attitude and his views on life. He is a good person but does not have his priorities straight. One thing that makes it really difficult is that where he is from it is all too common for guys to have babies and not take care of them. His family doesn't even get on to him for not being all he should be to our son, but yet his family act like they adore our son...? My family is 100% opposite.
So he paid me child support for about the first 4 months after we broke up ( until my son was about 8 months old ) then he stopped working and decided to go to a university in another state. We both lived in Florida so its not like he didn't have options where his son was, he literally chose to go to a different state.
I graduated high school one year ago and sense then I have completed my first year of college, held down a job, and raised our son. He says he can't work because its too much to handle with school. I get really angry with him and tell him how I feel about things. He always says he wants to do be better, and be a better father but nothing ever changes.
About a year ago I met an amazing guy. He is pretty much the complete opposite of my sons father. He works a minimum of 50 hours a week and is very intelligent. About 2 or 3 months into our relationship he started getting really close to my son. When I had class or something to do early in the morning he would offer to take my son to daycare for me. Or if I had to study a lot at night I would go to get my sons bath water running he would come in the bathroom and be like let me get that, you need time to study. I could name many more... but basically he's just an awesome person. We decided to get married a month ago. My son has been around him everyday for the past year, and on average he has seen his father once every month or two. He can differentiate his biological father and my husband.
My question is what is your opinion... my son sometimes refers to my husband as daddy. What should I tell him about his father? Should I just let him have 2 dads? or should I make sure that he understands my husband is not his father?
any advice/opinions would be appreciated.
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