I need oppions from some people?

Question

My parents and i got into a fight about a year ago, i have an alcohol and drug addiction and they threw me out of the house, they wouldn't help me. I became very close with a teacher of mine, shes more like a friend. I've been stayin with her for 6 months..She has become a mother to me..I want to stay with her because i feel more comfortable at her house. She's my guardian right now. She and I fight atleast every day. But we love each other and she would never throw me out on the street, like my parents did. Now my parents want me back in their life, and i want to stay with my new mom. I dont know what to do. I sometimes feel so happy that im with my new mom because she is always there, but there are other times that i freak out because im so high or drunk and i end up hurting her because of the stuff i do...emotionally, not physically, i just dont know what to do.

Answer 1

drugs ran my life for 8yrs. i was either fighting or avoiding everyone in the world towards the end. i found help in narcotic anonymous. of course i dont know if youre an addict, but if you use drugs against your will (i.e., when you dont really want to), NA can help. and its not just about meetings. its about sponsorship and steps. its a 12step fellowship, not a meeting fellowship. NA.org can lead you to more info or where meetings are near you. whatever youre going tho, GL.