aallright.....iv always told others that idc if im popular or not...u know.....hu govs a d**n? but ike at the sae time, i m sick of being iked on.....its like, i just wana tell those mean "popular" kids to shut the h**l up and go away, but i cant.......im kinda a confused person...im always in alll the honors classes....sum call me a bully wich i cant see myself as....and sum say that im just a loner...wannabe loner.....i dont get it.....im a bit chubby....and im not the pretiest girl on the block either.....i just hate the social ladder thing or whatev its caled.....i wanna be sum1 but i wanna maintane my grades and all at the same time......u know? last year i really messed up cuz of all the drama c**p.....i just wanna be sum1......sum1 with sum kinda respect......idk.....its been building up in me since i was like in 3rd grade and i wana do something now!!!! i can like do somthing b4 the school year starts.....
i dont just want people to tell me dont worry u are hu u r.....iv herd enuf of that......HELP!!!!!!!
its just so bad to the point where im angry....im an angry ugly tomboy hus fat and has no respect in my family or at school!!!! i go to one of those private schools so ya......and idk....my parents luv me but like my bro and cuz's...im the oldest so ya.....idk......i wanna be sum1!!!!!
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