Ok, to understand I need to explain myself a little first. I am 17; I have compulsive Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, which makes my anxiety get really bad when around people or big crowds. I am being treated and a going to see a psychiatrist and lately I have been alright. I left school like a year ago and was working for a little while but I have just got a full time job. So after leaving school I lost a lot of contact with friends and it has always felt different when I am around them? I am not sure why? They always want to go out partying but with my OCD, I get really nervous and start to feel sick from worrying about two days before the actual party. I would love to go and party with them or just hang but the people they hang with now, make me even more nervous. I mean a week ago I said I would go to this party but I ended up not going and not telling anyone because I know they will get pissy at me because I didn't go. I just was not up to it. So what do you think I should do?
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