its hard to explain but since i was little i have always spoken to somebody else, in my head, we agree, disagree, but get along ... as i get older i get worse, i am 18, i do things and say tomyself 'why the h**l did you do that i didnt want to!' then somebody else says like 'coz i wanted to' and stuff and sometimes it feels like im not the one in controle i say things i wouln't say in a million years, my boyfriend said sometimes i refer to myself as 'her' .. i can be fine for ages then i will have a few bad weeks and then fine then bad i dont understand and i hate it... do you know whats wrong in my head?
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