this might seem a little deep but here goes, im a 17 year old guy and i just saw my last girlfriends profile on a social networking site and had a bit of a crisis, we were together about two years ago and before you think it its not that I'm not over her its just that seeing how she is since we were together has really made me think. right now I'm not sure what I'm asking for help with its just a strange feeling that i haven't moved on at all in two years. i haven't had a girlfriend since and have only really got properly close to one girl a few months ago before i blew that, no need to say that im still a virgin. i know im not g*y its just i find it really difficult with girls for many reasons, im very unconfident in myself when it comes to talking face to face, im realy worried about my appearance aswell. i just checked and i weigh 14st 10 (2st of which has come in the last 2 months), and im about 5ft 11 which is bordering on obese, but i do quite alot of exercise its just that i eat a lot, which comes my next problem, i dont have any self motivation. ive tried to cut down but i just cant last more than a day, its the same with college work. it just feels like theres a gap in my life and its not that i dont have things that others do, i have a ps3, 32" inch tv, surround sound, laptop, desktop, ipod touch and phones all paid for by myself with money that i get from my job. i understand that many peope may not understand what i am talking about because i have waffled on a bit but if anybody male/female with a bit of life experience does understand where im coming from then help would be greatly appreciated. thanks a lot.
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