Ok, I'm 20 g*y.
I live at home, I do not have enough money to move out.
I live with Homophobic people, They do not know that I am g*y.
I tried to talk to my step mom about it, but she just made some g*y jokes in front of me all the time afterwords, So I more or less with back into the closet =(
I am tired of lieing to them all, Every other day I hear (Because my brother is getting married) When are you going to find a girl friend?
I am tired of having to put on a "Face" in front of my family. 90% of my family are homophobes & I know it for a fact, I had e uncle that is g*y & the family disowned him 23 years ago, It was by chance that I found him. (I made a family tree & found out that way)
But any way, I work at a restaurant & we just hired a new Waitress who is a L*****n & open. I just feel like telling family that I am g*y, I am just tired of beng depressed all day long.
I feel like I am "Singeled Out" where ever I go because I am g*y & not honest about it.
I did tell a fer "Friends" but the friendship just ended, I more or less have only one friend that I can talk to & trust.
I just don't know what to do. I feel like I am going insane & I have to do something. I just am really like a lost puppy. I dont know who to trust, or where to go.
What can I do?
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