I need to know if this is healthy because I don't think it is?

Question

If you are familiar with Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn you will understand waht I mean better. I cry everyday because I can';t be Bella Swan. I want to meet Edward Cullen and I don't care that she gets hurt I want to date a vampire marry one and become one. But since I know I cant I cry everyday at thought that I can't be her. I wish for it whenever I can like pulling at a wishbone and eyelash those flower things etc. Thebn since it doesn't come true I cry harder and harder. Everything reminds me of it so now I can't hear or watch anything without crying and being reminded of it. Just talking about it I am crying now. Yet I can't stop myself from reading and re reading the books. I just can't I will try but I can't and I cry more from reading it. Is this healthy?

Oh yeah also I get really jealous of people who like the books too and want to be Bella like my Best Friend who I now ignore........ and I am also using the exact words from the bok to talk and that makes me cry more. I just yeah if you forgot why I cry read again...

Answer 1

           No that's is REALLY unhealthy. Dumping your friends is not a good thing. Try talking to your friends and apologize to them, and every time you think about him think "He's not real." Try talking to your counselor or try to get a psychologist or therapist. I'm sorry if I have offended you or anyone else.  

Answer 2

Nope, not normal.  You need to schedule some time with your school guidance counselor.