well... according to every doctor i've ever had i have a stunning case of insomnia... but now upon further analyizing i'm really starting to wonder if it's insomnia or something else..
it takes alot ot put me to sleep, and i sleep irregularly, and falling asleep for me can take hours... common signs of insomnia..
but even with drugs, my mind just seems to naturally fight going to sleep... i can be ready to pass out within seconds like a doctor just gave me anesthesia... but my mind just won't shut off, it wont' let me rest...
is this actually insomnia, or is this something else? i don't just have the inablility to sleep, my mind is literally preventing it.
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