I am 13...about 5 months ago I found out that I had scoliosis ( 39 degrees upper, 28 lower) and I would need to wear a brace. I was horrified by that thought, and then I kind of got over it...but then around 2 or 3 months later, I got the brace. It was horrible..and still is!! Ive been wearing it for around 2 months... It is big and bulky and very hard to hide under clothes. i can never find a good sleep position when I sleep and I cant relaly ever do anything fun with my friends because I have to wear it 24/7. I always tell my self its going to be okay...but everytime its time to get ready to go somewhere I break down into tears. I can never find anything to fit over. My mom has probably spent around $1000 on new clothes for it and I feel bad because she thinks that you cant see it but you really cant. ITS HORRIBLE!!! It gives me a sore back because i have to stand up perfeclty straight and it makes my skin red and sore after. It also hurts my ribs and hip bones and it comes up under my arm and it hurts and you can always see it. I HAve to wear bigger pants and jeans and it sucks! I cant even wear shorts or anything in summer. I can barely ever go to the beach or pool or wild rivers or amusemtn parks or parties. I have to wear it until I stop growing for like 3 years or soemthing. SOmetimes I wonder if having surgery would be better and easier. I mean...bracing isnt even garunteed to work and surgery pretty much is. I would be put to sleep and stuff and I wouldnt feel it and then I wake up and bam its all better I got it over with no more brace. Recovery isnt even that long ...the only thing is I would have a scar on my back Ithink. What do you think? Would you choose surgery or back bracing?
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