I pashed an ex friend?

Question

We became enemies and I used to have a crush on him until I finished school. I'm g*y, FYI.

No, hes not g*y and know we didn't become enemies because of my sexuality.

I don't get it. I hate him but I had a dream that I pashed him. It was so affectionate too.

Answer 1

Your dream is trying to tell you that despite the fact that you loathe him, you are having hidden feelings about him. Think about it, you guys were friends, then you finished school, then you guys are enemies? It seems that you two just said you guys were enemies since it was getting awkward between you two, even if you're saying it wasn't because of your sexuality.

Maybe this dream doesn't mean anything but that you actually need someone to pash out on, or maybe you actually need to pash out on him, whatever that means.

Answer 2

I would say that you never really stopped crushing on the guy. No matter how much we try to convince ourselves we hate someone, which may be true or not, our sexuality can go beyond our reason and it often does.

Answer 3

How are you enemies?  you carry guns and grenades around with maps of the battle?  Your brain has some mixed messages.  I aint g*y, but I hear this stuff sometimes about your lust getting the better of ya.  Clean it up and move on..nobody's your enemy.  That stuff is for kids.

Edit: yes, "person I dislike" is a whole lot more adult.  You got some love/hate going on in your dreams.  Just move on.