Ive been dating this girl for a couple of months. We have been great friends for years, but recently about 3 or 4 months ago, we decided to give a solid relationship a shot. The past couple of months have been more than what i could of asked for. This entire relationship thing was her idea, and shes always telling me how much she adores me, so i know that she really does like me a lot. Previously, all of my past relationships have been terrible so it makes this thing i have going with her even better. Now that September has rolled around, college has started again and she goes to a school that is like a days driving away, while I am commuting to school from my home.
Originally, i was iffy about this relationship. Being that i was such good friends with her, i knew that she has cheated on her previous boyfriends. This made me a little weary about actually pursuing a relationship with her, but i did it anyway. I have brought it up to her, and she assured me that she wouldnt do that to me. She told me that she does want to be with me even when she is in college and that if i ever did find anybody else, to tell her. I told her that if she would stay with me, then i would stay with her and i wouldn't bother with other girls.
She is in college right now and i cant get the underlying fear that she will cheat on me out of my head, due to the fact that she has cheated on practically all of her past boyfriends many many times. Shes been gone for a week, and shes all that i can think of....that and that fact that i might be wasting my time staying in a long distance relationship with her.
My classes start tomorrow and i don't want to be in this position where i cant stop thinking about her and what she might potentially do to me. I feel like it will distract me from doing work. I know for a fact that i am overreacting, but i cant figure out why. What should I do?
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