ok so my best friend katie wanted me to tryout for the cheer team with her, and i didn't really want to but i did it anyway. so like we both made the team and i was pretty excited, the practices were hard but it was an amazing work out. and like i got my back handspring before even some of the veteran girls and like i was flyer and everything. and then we went to cheer camp over summer and the coaches picked me to tryout for the all-star team (that's really good because only 6 girls get picked from the team and we had 20 girls on the jv team) and like my stunt group got really amazing and everything, but like i wasn't loving it and i was getting really depressed because a lot started happening and i couldn't handle cheer so last week i quit and i personally told the coaches and the head coach was really sad because she like loved me and she was even considering moving me up to varsity and like when i told her she seriously almost started crying, and now i feel terrible and like i don't know what to do, and i need some deep help. i'm like already struggling with an eating disorder and now i have this to stress me out even more, my life sucks
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