I realized that I enjoy pain. Now I wanna keep hurtin myself.?

Question

Just now about five minutes ago I was placing my mirror back up, on the wall..where the nails are pointed out so it can stay.

By mistake i hit myself on the right side of my head with the frame, very hard. I felt the great impact, it had a painful yet very pleasureful feeling that accompanied it

now my goal is to experience this pleasureful pain again as much as possible. what I plan to do is hammer my feet and break a couple of bones and go to the hospital maybe tomorrow afternoon and get it fixed so I can indulge in percocets.

After I take a large amount of percocets, to the point where I feel zero pain I plan on taking this very mirror and allowing it to shatter on my face so the glass pieces through deep incisions get stuck in my skin

after they get stuck I plan to peel them out one by one, go to the hospital the following day (afternoon time, I plan to have some nice french toast for breakfast) and indulge in some more pills, and continue on with the cycle

has anyone experienced pleasureful pain before? It sure is addicting. More addicitng than alcohol I say.

Answer 1

Dude... Ur sorta commiting suicide. Please don't do this. See someone, please don't delibrately hurt yourself. That's just sick.

Answer 2

no man don't do that your gonna injure yourself just to get some cheap thrills that aren't even worth it.

Answer 3

Oh dear that is bad!!! if u break a mirror in your face it will more then likely shatter and go into your eyes and u will be blind, please do not do that. Breaking your toes is also not the best of ideas but its better then cuttin yourself i guess

Answer 4

that's not good. you can exercise until you hurt, atlest you'll be doing your body and mind a favor. like running and/or lifting weights.

Answer 5

Well after a couple times and going to the hospital you will be headed to a padded room prescribed by a doctor so enjoy yourself until then.

Answer 6

I suggest talking to a real person instead of people on the internet.