I realllyyy miss my old best friend, and it makes like my chest hurt. Idk what to do?

Question

We've been friends for over 10 years, and met when we were 2. The past 1-2 years we sorta just drifted and we would always get into fights. Part of me sort of hates her...but I think it's only because I see her too much. We got into a big fight around the 4th of july and she thinks all I do is lie to her and she tihnks I'm 2 faced and everything, which I won't deny, because I am. Well she was starting to do some bad stuff and I was sorta worried about her or whatever and so I betrayed her trust and told her mom about it. She didn't even get introuble AND her mom told her that I told her all that stuff. So she basically just hates me now:( I knoww that if I wanted to be friends again she would jump on the chance, but I just don't know. My mom says it's a really unhealthy relationship, and I know that but I miss her soo much. 2 years ago on 7-27-06 one of my really good friends died and I just can't stop thinking about what if she died I mean the last time we talked I just hung up on her

Answer 1

hardest lesson in my life, sometimes you "break up" with friend. one of my longtime friends cancelled the friendship. Still don't know WTF that was all about, but anyway.

so it happens.

just call em up and invite em over. take the first step and dont feel like a hero coz of that.

Answer 2

ask her if she wants to hang out

if all goes well, give it another try

if not, find new friends

hope i helped