I just moved to a new state and started a new job that I am really doing well at (already up for a promotion).. I work for a hospital and am a medical professional. I'm smart, successful and no one would know that I think about suicide every day. I was under the care of a psychiatrist before I moved. My husband and I can survive on my salary, so he has decided to take a break from work and "have fun." He barely pays any attention to me anymore. (We had to live in different states for a month to make the transition). I thought when he got here (he wanted the move as well) we'd be all romantic etc. This is the first weekend that I haven't been on call and he's in his den on the computer. I asked him to spend some time with me, which consisted of 15 minutes of watching SNL with me. I am tired of being ignored (no there is no other woman). I just feel so lonely and want to die. I have saved up enough pills to do it. I just feel like I could disappear and no one would notice.
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