I really dont know what it is?

Question

I think i may have ocd but i think i could have schizophrenia. i pretty sure its ocd but idk.

i constantly check things over and over again to make sure its still their and i sometimes at night i have to count down from ten or else. i also constantly afraid someones watching me and or reading my mind. i get really suspicious about people and i wonder if they are talking about me, I'm pretty sure they are most of the time. a long time ago i did think i had "speacial" powers but i realized i didn't when i tried to fly (long story). i can not concentrate at all, and its really hard for me to understand things. i cant remember things that easily and most of the things i do remember are the bad things that happen to me. sometimes when i talk my words get a little screwed up. i do think about suicide but i would never kill myself because i am very afraid of death. i dont think i have ever hallucinated or anything but one time i did see this blue dot thing on my wall and it really freaked me out. could i possibly have both? which one does it sound most like?

i didnt find out i have something wrong with me on my own someone did mention it to me.

Answer 1

oh honey... your just becoming a woman.  

Answer 2

to me it sounds like ocd but i am not a professional psychologist (yet) so i would go see one...only they can diagnose you and help you decide on any treatment u might need...so u should find one as soon as possible

Answer 3

You should probably see a professional counselor and your primary care physician. This is a good link to help you with your problems.

http://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/tc/ob...