I really hate reality most of the time. can't drink. how do you stand it, really?

Question

I indulge some fantay, like dumb sports events, but the world is too real, and only my cat is sometimes a little comic relief, a few britcoms. the new world is reminding me of planet of the apes. seems so very pointless. good that i am not god, i would consider ending this animal experiment and trying something completely different. cousins to the apes can only progress so far. mean monkeys, basically. little virtue, great vice.

Answer 1

i had that same promblem i started smoking weed that made it ALOT better

Answer 2

alcohol and mescaline(safest drug there is, no evidence whatsoever of brain or body damage over long periods of time)