i really get stressed out easy and i always get despressed i wanted to die but then when i take a look at death its not all that great i mean being dead forever nothing to see nothing there your gone forever like nothing happened you dont exist! there is no proof that there is an afterlife... and i really hate how life works how people die how you get sick and die slowly and how people kill and rape...... and i used to cutt myself i kind of do i cutt my fingers and my hands... i used to cutt my arms but not anymore. but anyways life is ****** up! whats the reason of living all you do is eat, sleep, work, or something else like a vaction or playing games or watching tv thats not even fun! hanging out with friends i actually hate most of my friends and im trying to avoid them! there stupid and retarded some are just a******s... and wtf i dont want to be around my my family like my cuzin or uncle or aunt why do i have to hang around them why cant they leave me alone? how do you guys spend your days? i mean life is short and nothing to do but to just hang around untill your time is up and your gone(dead)
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