I wrote this............
Why hasn't he called or contacted me?
Okay so he came over the night...we talked for about 2 or 3 hours about old times etc.. we hadnt got a chance to touch base since he been in town( we use to go out when we were younger it doesnt count cuz we were younger but still) we laughed and reminisced and i told him that i wish i would have lost my virginity to him because we missed out on each other for years but i always wanted to he said wow and he seemed happy lol so anyway we ended up having s*x and we spoke after he left....then i see him on aol and he doesnt speak to me if he does its brief why is that?
i took some of you guys advice and this is what i wrote to him
Okay i will probably never send this but **** it i need to get this of my chest.... I just want to know why you never called me that was rather weird and i write to you but you ignore me... idk why i mean i understand s*x is a step above and beyond but d**n i feel like you played the S**t out of me i mean we knew each other for a long time and i didnt think you would treat me that way but i guess some things change however i do think that you dont know what to say because we had s*x and you dont want a relationship therefore you think i want one which i dont (i really hope i didnt give of that impression) by having s*x with me you didnt think about the aftermath yeah i feel kinda used but if we were like how we were before i would of preferred that than this.. because this suxx:-( nd even if u dont want to talk to me anymore its cool just say that then instead of leavin me on a cliff hanger
he wrote me back.....
[Offline IM sent 14m ago] omg its nothing like that...****
[Offline IM sent 14m ago] im sooo sry u got that impression and i c y
[Offline IM sent 13m ago] but ive really actually been bz tryna get job, so i can activate my fone and tryna c whts good wit skool and every thing,trust me i havent been ignorin u
what does this mean?
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