Yesterday, FMIL told me that she would love it if I were to call her "mom". I told her quite honestly that I could not do that. One, it would not feel right to me because she is not my mom, she will be my mother-in-law. I told her it would make me feel uncomfortable and that it would feel like betraying my own mom and it would hurt my mom if I called someone else that and that it would be disrespectful to my mom. I also told her that I could never feel about anyone as I do my own mom and that I was not looking for a second mom. Well, she called my fiance last night and told him she was hurt and didn't understand my reluctance, that she called her MIL mom. I told FH his mom was trying to force herself on me and pointed out that it was easier for his mom to call her MIL mom because she grew up without a mother figure. I have a damned good mother figure and I will never view FMIL as my second mom. I am not gaining a mom, I am gaining a mother in law. FMIL did not carry me for 9 months, wipe my runny nose, clean up my vomit, change my diapers or share any other milestones with me. I am not really looking for a close relationship with her either. I don't understand her hurt and I don't get why she she can't see how it would make me and my mom feel to call someone else "mom".
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