I should be happy...but i'm not?

Question

What the h**l is going on with me?! I've just finished an intensive 5 day snowboard intstuctor course that i've been wanting (and saving up for) for AGES! I just past it and can now begin teaching and earning back the money i spent on the course!

I wasn't in too bad a mood for the whole week but now (when i should be out with the others celebrating) i'm feeling absolutly terrible...i just want to cry.

Why are my moods going so weird...this isn't the first time! It's not actually why that i'm concerned about more just how to be like the others. All i want to do is cry! I always thought this would be one of the happiest moments ever.

I don't know what i'm doing wrong...i eat healthy, exercise, keep busy and do my best to be in a good mood.

I really just want to somehow change how i'm feeling so i can go out with the others and have a good night. Any ideas?

Thanks!

Answer 1

Stop with the negative talk. You need to realize that no one is making you upset but you and you alone. All these feelings are just thoughts that you can control. Don't let your mind run wild like that. Tell yourself that today is your day and it will be full of peace, love, and harmony and there will never be another day like this one. Trust me everything you do will prosper on this day.

As a man thinketh in his heart so it is done on to him......

Answer 2

Are you on your period? Sorry if I sound perverted.