I think I have a really bad personality disorder? what do you think?

Question

Sometimes I like to talk to myself, but not just myself. I actually imagine known friends having conversations with me, and I answer them back, and then we keep talking. But it's really just me.

Also, Sometimes when I am watching a show, or a add on T.V. I would like it one day, and then hate these people the next day. I am pretty sure I need help?

Starting today I have decided to be the most social person ever, that will take care of the first problem, I think it's just cause I am lonely...

but it's so hard to know/trust people and make good friends..

any help?

Answer 1

My grandma use to talk to herself all day long while doing her housework. I remember her eating lunch and saying "why did I make you? I really do not like you very much. I'll never make you again."

She lived alone and far away from family. She was not social with people and never learned to drive so she stayed home a lot. I never thought she was crazy, just kinda funny. I too talk to myself sometimes a whole conversation that i am going to have or would have changed, if I could. So I do not think it is weird at all. Just dont start hearing voices talk back.

Answer 2

you seem to be schitzophrenic and bipolar.  You need some therapy.

You should consider getting it.  GOOD LUCK

Answer 3

Yeah I do that as well, the having conversations with people. I do not talk out loud just long conversations in my head with my few friends. I think I do it because, I do not feel comfortable telling anyone, ever my best friend, how I feel. When you say it is hard to  know/trust people, there is no solution to that. We never really know a person not ever our friends, we may think we know them but people are always changing so any knowledge is short lived. Regarding the main question, I would say if you feel your life is seriously negatively influenced by your said actions then see a therapist about it.

Answer 4

It's a gift. When we live in a world where we don't know how we got here, this is not so unusual. It's not like we know where the communication comes from. I think being social is a great idea too. I do similar things (but I also hear voices and am on medication); I would think it has helped your socialization skills. Just don't look at it like it's necessarily true or anything. Just have fun with it. Never feel what you hear from others is really coming from them though. Instead just take it with a very small grain of salt. And never listen to anything that gives you bad advice as any different than a real person who did so. You don't have to respect God either.

Answer 5

no, you are not schizophrenic. i talked to myself alot way before i started exp the true visual and auditory hallucainations, its natural.  the loveing one day and hating the next sounds like borderline personality, check it out