I think I may be Bipolar? I'm 19, help, tips..etc.

Question

I have been looking up Bipolar Disorder for a few hours, Just reading information about it. I seem to match a lot of these symptoms of BPD.

But I'm not sure what to do.. I can't afford anything, like a doctor or medication.. So I'm not to sure where to go. Or if I can go anywhere. I am worried it may get worse?

This first came to my attetion, me having BPD, when my fiance mentioned it. She said that I have some symptoms of Bipolar people. Idk wether she was looking for the information or just came acroos it and was like, 'Oh!'

Anyways..

I will give you some info on me:

Well I have mood swings.. all though mild, and I feel lots of rage at random times for random things. It will get loud in a room and I will get feel like punching the closes person to me, or someone will say something mena, an dI feel like crying. I can sleep for hours and hours, past the normal nights sleep. And then sometimes I can't sleep at all.

Sometimes I don't sleep because of just crazy thoughts racing through my head. I will think about my childhood, or me being rapped as a child. Or past things tat have made me sad.

And about 9months ago I tried to committ suicide. Although, I don't thiunk I would ever try to do that again, but sometimes I feel like I could.

I don't have a job, and when I try to get one I don't do much but I feel like I have done weeks for of searching, and applying. In fact I lost my last job because of these symptoms.

I have though, days that are great, fantastic even. I will go play a round of golf, and just be happy. And sometimes I just go and buy things.

This can last for a day to a few days, or sometimes half a day.

Idk.. I just wanted everyone elses opion and, if I can't tell if I truely be tested for it. Who to call and what to do to get tested..etc.

I am very nervous to let others know about me.. Only a few poeple know about me trying to kill myslef, and when a couple family members found out they just laughed. So I can't turn to them.

ALthough I have my Fiance, who would go through anything for/with me. She would do anything for me. But I sometimes feel like I am holding her back.

Anything you would have to say would be great... or question.

I guess I never thought you could know you had something like this, I just thought I was lazy or soemthing.. but the more I read the more I think I am Bipolar.

Answer 1

You sound like you have all the classic symptoms of bipolar illness.

Bipolar is a progressive illness meaning it gets worse as time goes on.  It usually manifest in young men in their early 20s.  That was the case of my son.  The episodes get worse as time goes on.  

I would suggest that you go to a State-funded clinic as there is little to no charge at such facilities and get diagnosed because from what you told us above are the very things my son told me from the racing thoughts to wanting to punch someone  or some thing so that U can feel better.  

While bipolar illness is not cureable, it is treatable and the sooner you go for help that better it will be.

Good luck.  I wish you the very best.

Answer 2

You could be Bipolar ll, a milder form of the disease. But there are many mental health disorders that could fit your symptoms. An attempted suicide is not a good sign. Rage and anger are the signs of the end of a manic episode.

Most bipolars cycle in weeks or months, a few, in years. It's not a day-to-day thing. If your moods swing day-to-day, it's not bipolar, it's something else.

Most areas have low or no cost mental health clinics. And if you go to the emergency room, they can never turn you away for lack of money.

Get someone to talk to you and put your fears at ease. I wish you li=uck!

Answer 3

homeopathically pls try belladonna-30,on a clean tongue,daily one dose,i'm sure this'll help.OTHERWISE,try these:Medications known as 'mood stabilizers' usually are prescribed to manage the mood swings of patients with bipolar disorder. These treatments are mostly continued for an extended period of time (years). Other therapies may be added, mostly for shorter periods, to treat episodes of depression or mania, that occur despite the treatment with a mood stabilizer.Atypical antipsychotic medication, is also used for the treatment of bipolar disorder. These products are of particular value for the treatment of acute mania and to help relieving psychotic symptoms.Lithium has long been used as a first-line treatment to control mania and to prevent the recurrence of both manic and depressive period.Anticonvulsants, also work as mood stabilizers, especially in patients who are not responding properly, sometimes in combination with lithium, or as an alternative.A new generation of anticonvulsant therapy, also shows activity in stabilizing mood swings.High-potency benzodiazepines may be valuable to promote better sleep in patients suffering insomnia. However, as these medications can be habit-forming, they are best prescribed on a short-term basis.What you should tell your doctor.Best is to communicate any changes in mood to your doctor. He may be able to prevent a severe manic or depressive episode by adapting the medication

The doctor should know all the medications, including OTC medications that are being taken. They may interact with the medication for bipolar disorder It is very important to take the medications strictly as required, and not give up taking those medications, even when the symptoms seem not to be present. Any concerns about medication or plans to reduce or stop therapy should be discussed with the doctor. Psychosocial treatments There are now a number of psychosocial treatments available. It has been shown that they can lead to increased mood stability, fewer hospitalisations and improved functioning. It should be noted that often also family members can benefit from psychosocial therapy.Cognitive behavioural therapy helps people with bipolar disorder learn to change inappropriate or negative though patterns and behaviour.Psychoeducation aims at teaching people with bipolar and their family about the nature of the illness, and how to recognise signs of relapse, so they can seek early intervention and possibly avoid a severe episode of mania or depression.Family therapy aims at managing the stress that is often present within the family of those suffering.Electroconvulsive (ECT) is sometimes used when other therapy is ineffective. It can be very effective for severe depressive or manic episodes.