I think I may be bipolar.

Question

Ive been doing risky stuff in prague, woke up with blood, not mine on my bra and bed, went out late in prague by myself and got drunk, got in a fight with a friend who was trying to stop me from doing something really risky and dangerous and I got delusional and head butted him, I was going to go down a ******* shoot. I could have broken my legs, been paralysed, that is not like me and I hate myself for doing that and . My thoughts are racing ahead of me all the time, like a few weaks back, I thought I came pretty close to hitting Nivarna, I spoke to ....God.... or rather something that felt divine on thew way home. I have highs and lows, I feel like I can do anything, everything is either really fast or really slow. And I..ve kinda gone crazy by my standards on spending, im finding that impulse hard. I..ve noticed some manic phases since I was 14 when I was reall manic 1day in school and she asked ....áre you ok, your acting strange.... and I knew it. Like my mind is coming out with some crazy creative stuff, when for about a yr, my mind was painfully dead and now my thoughst and sometimes speech races so fast and my typing, Like I cant get the ideas and thoughts out fast enough.

Answer 1

You are almost certain to have bi polar

Answer 2

Hi.  I have bipolar.  If you have not been doing any hallucinogenic or speed type drugs (X, crank, coke, etc) or others that could have been laced, then you do sound like you are gong manic.  The smartest thing you could do is go to the embassy.  They will have medical staff or be able to arrange medical help there.  If not, they can help get you on a plane home where you can get help.  

You have a couple other options.  You could do nothing.  You could fly yourself home.  The problems here are that if you are in fact manic, it can continue for months or it can get more and more intense leading to psychosis.  Being in Prague wouldn't be a good place for that and flying yourself home would be difficult because you could either be out of it or decide that a round the world trip is a better idea.  So, go to the embassy and have a real doctor look you over.  No one here can diagnose, but you do sound like you fit the diagnosis.

Btw, going home might suck, but you'd do it if it was your heart, liver, lungs, etc.

Answer 3

Are you feeling better now? If the answer is yes, then you are.