I think i'm crazy, I'm 16 please help.

Question

hello, basicly heres the story. i smoked a lot of cannibis and have now quit, due to the fact that everyday i have to fight with my own thoughts which tell me to kill my friends and family. only when i'm with them. i try to ignore it but sometimes it's very difficult. my mum suffers from paranoid schitzophrenia , so therefor i'm very worried. thing is i know it's my own thoughts , but i am not that kind of person so it scares me. plus i'm being forced to start work or college very soon. I can't take this anymore. often i feel unhuman, and i look at things in a sort of acid induced mannor. i also took alot of class a drugs last year but now i don't touch anything. i've been to counciling but they didn't help. i just want to kill myself. I don't know how they h**l i got into this mess.

any thoughts or advice would be much appreciated.

thanks

Answer 1

I am very sorry for what you are going through. I think the best way to treat this is going to the doctor, I believe you may be suffering from depression and need to be treated as soon as you can. Another way to make things better is to give you life completely to God, let him know he is in control and that you need him to enter your life. Try going to church and changing your lifestyle for the better. God has made a big difference in my life and he will in yours. Just remember to pray to him and ask him to help you change, you may not see quick results but if you devote yourself enough they will come. I have gone through some hard times to and have found relaxation, peace, and serenity in reading Gods word. I hope this helps you out and remember don't give up your faith and don't lose hope. But whatever you do Please DON'T commit suicide or hurt your family. I wish you best of luck and I will pray for you and your health every day. If you every need to talk to someone feel free to e-mail me at [e-mail] . :D

   Anna Soto

Answer 2

It is a tragedy when young people put drugs into their bodies just when their bodies are developing. It messes with the natural growth process. But I think you can feel better with the right medical care. I hope you will see a doctor. Along with the drug residue, you are also dealing with wild hormones like all teens. Those complicate the emotions too. If you do have to take a job, try taking one that is low stress, low key, and won't put too many demands on you. That way you can buy a little time to get yourself together before you go on to college. Please visit with your doctor. You should not have to feel this way even a minute longer. You deserve to be happy and healthy. Best wishes to you!

Answer 3

you need to pray for God,s protection in fact i am going to pray for you and ask God for the blood of the lamb to be over you for protection and sucuide is not right you have so much to offer and your life is so important God choose you to be born you were chosen to be born.  talk to someone a helpline when you feel down it will help you to understand yourself and therefore gather strengh.

You will overcome this period you do need some support and reach out for it and get out of negative thinking read the bible each day it will change your thought life to more positve and improve your self esteem.

people take drugs often because of self esteem and stress so talk about your problems to a helpful person.

Answer 4

Since you have been taking drugs it takes a while ,maybe a year to get these drugs out of your system.You probably reacting to withdrawl.You should tell this to your parents so they can help you.See a Doc about this.Above all keep focused on getting better.  

Answer 5

Go to the doctors ASAP. They are the only ones that can diagnose and treat you.

Answer 6

For what it's worth, I think you should go to a new therapist/psychiatrist.  You may need meds to help with the scary thoughts and someone to talk with to make sense of your thoughts and re-align your perception.  

Youre very human, I assure you.

Answer 7

Don't kill yourself. Many mental illness are hereditary. You may have gotten it from your mother. You need to see a good Psychiatrist. Not a counselor, it sound like you could use a little medication management and Psychiatrist can provide that for you. It will help you to feel normal again. Make sure you tell them everything you said here and be honest. You will be ok, I know it feels like the end but I promise it will get better.

Answer 8

we all go through this at sometime of our teenage life and things will come better over time. Try and be positive and get a hobby to keep your mind off (killing people). just trying to help it doesn't I went through the same thing (h**l NO).

Answer 9

It is highly likely that since your mom suffers from a mental disorder, you may as well.

Since your mom suffers from this and you see her trying to deal with it, you know this is nothing to mess with. You need to seek professional help as soon as possible.

You need to search and find someone who specialize in this area of mental disorders. I would suggest also looking into some type of medication. Even something for anxiety and stress my help you deal with what you feel when you are with your friends.

Don't do anything to yourself or anyone else that you may later regret.

You know you have these issues to deal with. You know you can control them to the point where they do not take control Do not let them. Find another means of letting these thoughts and such out until you can seek the help that is needed.

I wish you the best of luck, do not give up.

Answer 10

well.......follow these instructions then you'll be fine

NO Smoking

NO Alcohol

NO Caffeine

NO Drugs

Sleep well

And Eat well

Try avoiding those things for months, then your MIND & BODY will become stronger to deal with harmful drugs, and you no longer should get any dizzyness or headaches