I think i have a Mental Disorder, Help Me

Question

Basically i hate people, i like to meet people but thats that.. i dont want to hang out iwth them or see them agian. i will have a boyfriend and he willlast a week then im over that so i went g*y that doesnt work i cant stand to be around people at all. i hate social stuff i hate talking to people unless its some total stranger and its random. i have been dignoised with depression for other reasons. i havent ever told anyone about my hating people besides my mom. people say im fickle always changing my mind about everything, and im the most complicated person they have ever met. often times i get stuck on something like tattoos or a hair cut or researching something and wont be able to stop for like a week or two, and it will drive me crazy and make me cry. i want peoples attention but then when i have it i push them away. my best friend is my dog : (

Answer 1

Have you been to a psychiatrist or mental health specialist.  It sounds to me that you may be suffering from depression and/or society anxiety.  They advertise paxil on the television for such anxiety.  

You sound like a really nice person.  Why should you suffer any longer.  Maybe you just need to take something temporarily and then you will be fine.   Only way to find out is to seek medical help.

Good luck.  I wish you the very best.

Answer 2

It sounds like your having problems forming attachments with others. You should consider consoling to help you get to the bottom of who/or what has happened to you and has hurt you so deeply. Only after you have had a chance to work through these problems will you truly be able to heal and be able to love againn.