I think i like my best friend?

Question

Since the start of this year i think i really like my best friend, we're both girls but she has another best friend whose a boy, he spoils her a lot and i feel inferior and jealous of the attention he gives her, recently i found out some stuff about them, she claims she has no feelings for him and he doesnt like her but i dont believe it, Thinking more into scenarios they could get into makes me feel sick and sends a lump to my throat

Ive told her my feelings and shes in denial saying its jealousy and that i dont swing that way

I feel like ive messed up the friendship because i dont know what im feeling, i dont get the cliche feelings of butterflies and dizziness and i dont want to be with her

Help!!

Answer 1

You seem confused.  Try and figure out your real feelings.

Answer 2

just tell her

Answer 3

maybe your g*y

Answer 4

g*y g*y g*y

Answer 5

Just because you feel jealous doesn't mean you swing that way. You may feel that because you worry about her and maybe because of the special attention she's getting. Don't worry about it too much. Try to sort out your mixed up feelings. Are you feeling ONLY jealously? Think about it. I read a self-help book that you may be feeling more than what you think and to "search through your bag of emotions". I hope that helps! Oh, and if you are to find out that you ARE g*y, don't be ashamed!

Ignore the idiots who called you g*y on the spot.

Nicoleta ♥