So my mom is unbelievable strict on me and basically, if we weren't related, I'd hate her guts. She is so rude to me, she treats me horribly, and has hit me several times (Not enough to leave bruises, but enough to hurt my feelings) when I do simple things. I live in constant anxiety that she is going to yell at me again. She recently had a baby (I am the oldest of 4) and I raise him. She helps out sometimes, but she is always at a place called "The Wild Horse" here in Nashville on the weekends. She is always on her computer (Not playing games, editing wedding videos. She has a wedding videography/photography company and it is our main income). I am living in constant fear that she will go off and yell at me for no apparent reason.
Her mother suffers from anxiety as does her grandmother and her father suffers from Bipolar disorder. They are all 3 on medications for their given disorder. More than that, I am terrified I will end up like her.
How can I get her to see that she is NOT treating me right? She is the same towards my 3 siblings (Aged 12, 9, and 11 mnths), but not as bad and hardly at all rude to the infant. How can I convince her to be tested for Bipolar? I KNOW if I mention it she will yell at me and probably hit me. My dad used to be the one to calm her down when she got angry, but lately he's been letting it go and even starting to show tenancies like her. I am 15 and I would be out of this house by now, but I honestly fear for my brothers and sisters because I know my leaving will cause her to have a total meltdown and she would be a horrible person to live with. I could not notify police or anything, because I don't want to do that to my infant brother. He needs a family, his family. I am absolutely in love with him and I could never EVER part ways with him. He is the only reason I have been considering to stay in my state when I go to college.
How can I show her that she is treating me horribly?!
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