I think theirs something wrong with me?

Question

all i do is pick at myself i think my face is gross my hips are huge my bellys fat my thighs are gigantic my bones are all shaped wrong

all i think about is plastic surgery i want full lypo a boob job muscle reduction in my legs my hips to be more narrow my chin\cheek bones to be shaved so they have more dimenssion and theirs so many more surgeries i want i even want plastic surgery on my toes

i think my body is fat and discusting

all through last year i had bulimia but now i just occasionally purge

but i also do this thing idk what it is but i mentally tell my self i no longer like how a food tastes so that i wont eat it and i keep doing it and doing it and it works their are like no foods i eat anymore i dont eat meat i eat few veggis well basically i dont eat i feel bad i really do because i think i put stress on my rents from this they think ill get sick but i cant stop

im not very happy the only time im happy is when im talking to my bf

btw my rents dont know i had bulimia

please help me tho idk whats wrong w me and i really am scared

Answer 1

Hunny nothing is wrong with you..everyone is insecure in one way or another trust me..i know..im another VERY insecure person...but honestly you are beautiful! you should so into modeling...and im not just saying that....you should sit down and think about where all these insecurities came from and when it all started...because there must be more behind it...because you really are stunning...incase you havent noticed there are girls out there getting surgery to look like girls like you but then you want surgery to look like someone else??? dont get that....we are are toughest critic and we need to stop before we drive ourselves crazy!!! learn to love yourself the way you are sweetie..especially because there is nothing wrong with you!!! so stop being silly!!!

Answer 2

You're HOT.

Answer 3

You're a beautiful girl, and I really think you need to speak with a professional therapist about all this. You don't need to be embarrassed or ashamed in any way because you are NOT the only girl who has ever felt this way, so please don't let that stop you.

This is not something you are going to just snap out by people assuring you are pretty and smart (you are both - you wrote that question very articulately), you must get help. Your parents insurance will cover most of the cost. Trust me, you will feel better after you've talked with someone about this.

Answer 4

u ro sooo pretty and thin just try talkin 2 ur parents and try to maybe ask ur doctor so u can get proffesional help from someone cuz u need it not like im tryin 2 b mean just that if u have that disorder

Answer 5

Best thing to do is look in the mirror and find something that you like about yourself.  Even something as small as the color of your eyes.  There's nothing wrong with muscular legs (I should know I can lift 350 lbs with mine)  and the right clothes can disguise anything.  and if your worried that guys think your ugly, most guys are just as insecure as you and many are not that picky.  

Answer 6

noo!!! ur not ugly or fat u look a h**l of a lot better than me www.myspace.com/XxcitrusfirexX and dont starve ur self!!! that makes u go bald and makes ur face more deformed!

Answer 7

You sound like me , i didn't know other people thought like that. To be honest i still don't know whats wrong with us.

Answer 8

Everyone has something they dont like about themselves. If i were u i would be more worried about the bulimia. If u dont want to tlak to the rents bout it talk to ur school counselor, unless u dont have one, then tell the rents. Part of life is learning to love urself the way u were made. Remember we are all created unique, and beautiful/ handsome in our own way. If you are worried about ur weight get on a healthy diet(not a pill but what u eat in a regular day) and excercise. If you think something is wrong with you  I would say it is from a lack of self esteem.

Maybe u should read this Bible verse Jeremiah chapter 1 and Jeremiah 29:11, it might sound crazy but it is one of my favorite verses.

I hope this helps!!:)