I totally hate my life....i just wanna die + im lonely & no1 understands me):?

Question

im in 7th grae and i know im young but i just hate everything really i need help.

idk why but i feel happy and then i just go down later bcuz i cant stop doing the most stupidest things ever and i feel embaressed and retarted.

i feel like no 1 really likes me because im ugly or something and i seem unattractive in school. I dont have much friends and i dont really care abut that.

i just want someone to talk to.

im not looking for attention, im looking for some help and advice.

nobody has sympathy at all, ive been depressed since 3 yrs ago

please... somebody?

Answer 1

Why don't you talk to a counselor or teacher at your school?  I'm sure things aren't as bad as you make them out to be.  You are young and that's good because you have your whole life ahead of you.  You have no idea what's in store for you in the future.  

And don't worry about doing the stupidest things ever because everybody does.  They just dont tell anyone. :)  I swear I fall down at least once a week.  And in front of people too.  I'm the biggest clutz you've ever seen!  And when I get mad sometimes, my right eye will start wandering and looking all crazy at the person and they'll be like, "What's wrong with your eye?"  And I'll say, "Girl, it's burning a hole in your soul!"  Now, how idiotic is that?  

That's life though.  You learn to appreciate the silly things about yourself.  They are what make you, you.  If your parents can't help you, then someone at school definitely will.  Stop being so down on yourself.  How old are you, 13?  Everybody looks a little awkward in the 7th grade.  Your body is growing and changing and moving around.  I'm sure you aren't ugly the way you think you are.  Start thinking a little more positively.  Try not to compare yourself to others and you'll be fine.

Answer 2

Honey you should talk to your parents and see if they can help you set up an appointment with a shrink. It might seem embarassing but youre not worthless and you shouldnt feel like no one cares about you. Dont think about wanting to die, think about all the people you would hurt for life, like the people you care about. Its not worth it. and if youre a christian they believe that if you kill yourself that you suffer in h**l forever. That sounds worse that living doesnt it? Im not christian but a large majority of people are.

Answer 3

Talk to your parents? Or maybe try and make a friend that would understand you. If that don't work then i think you need to visit a psychologist and they would help you outcome your depression.

If you need help, or want someone to talk to email me.. xD

Answer 4

You need to talk to your parents and if they don't listen talk to a counselor at school, or just plain tell your parents you need help and you need it now.  Good luck to you.

Answer 5

hey i was something like, when i was your age.  Not knowing who to turn to i found out that i was my only power and strength. i was the only one who understood me. after i figured this out i was open to the world not letting anyone hurt me or push me around. now I'm very happy with friends and all, and i understand now dieing was not the answer, it was just finding out who i was and what i wanted. Not caring about what others thought of me or what they said, and if you want someones help look for an adult someone with experience that can really help you, i found that useful not some one your age.