I want to be ill... How can I go mad?

Question

Okay... Maybe all of you will ask me why the h**l do I wanna go mad... Doesn't matter... Could I get stuck into another universe , if not for real , just with my head... forever? Could I get possed by another person ...leaving me dead? How can I run away without killing myself?

If you belive I'm emo or so whatever trying to attract attention ... please say so. I do not mind... But maybe, somebody had been in another world... it's just that seaince won't admit it or they do not trust that person. I'm willing to trust em...

Thank you... If you think you can help me please e-mail me or add my IM and talk to me...

Answer 1

um...if you want to go someplace else...try meditation. You can reach a higher spiritual plain.

Answer 2

I think you have touched on an interesting point . . .  do mad people have a different key that opens a lock to this whole paranormal thing?  I think, at times, they do.  Maybe by going mad, even for a day, you might experience and see things you wouldn't ordinarily do so in a sound mind and body.  I don't think you are nuts for being so inquisitive about it.  I actually think it is healthy.  You are obviously in tune to the realm of possibilities out there, you are open-minded and are striving to find the answers like most of us are.  Of course, I don't have a solution to what you are looking for, BUT on a personal level I have found that if I don't get enough sleep I think I start hitting another plain of sorts, even seeing shadows and such.  Maybe my own exhaution opens that door?  Who knows?  Good luck to you, and let me know what you find out!

Answer 3

Be Careful what you wish for. You've never been there and if you go you may not come back, and if you do come back you may be sorry that you went. Just take a look at permanently institutionalized people, or a hospital for the criminally insane. Embrace Reality. Seek Truth and Wisdom. Just remember, Love is life and Hate is Living Death. Treat your life for what It's Worth and Live for every Breath. Lest you do this, insanity will ensue of it's own accord. If you live long enough..

Answer 4

i agree with sassy about the sleep, sleep deprivation drives a person to do some pretty strange things. you take that and put ur self into stressfull situations everyday and u can get there. on the other hand u may want to try reading metaphysics/new age. i have dreamt about leaving my body, cutting up people and some pretty vivid scary things and the books will help u to see or runaway without killing urself. any book store will have these books as will the library.

Answer 5

I have an idea of what you are asking...  Is there really another world that the mentally insane people live in?  I really don't know the answer to this, but I am nonbiest enough to realize that there could be something else out there...  There are different degrees of insanity though...  Everyone to a certain degree feels somewhat insane at least once in their life time...   I feel that what is in this world that so many believe to be unreal is insane enough for me...  To think that we are the only ones in this universe is considered more close-minded...  There are different things out there that can make us go insane...  Depression, loss, stress, tention, etc...  Everyday life makes us go insane to some degree anyways...  

I would like to ask another question to add to this one...  Isn't it crazy that we are alive today?  How could something come from nothing without the help of a supreme being?  Take out all that you know and look at the scientific and facts and everything you believe and then think of this question...  I am not looking for answers with this, but if you think about it, us being here is crazy in itself...  It's hard to believe we are here in the first place and if we can come from nothing anything is possible...  That is where there is a catagory of paranormal phenomena...  

I am terribly sorry for not really giving a direct answer with this...  I may be still in high school, but I can say that I know what I am talking about to an extent for so much has happened to me in my early years that made me look at things in my life with a different perspective...  Now I just realize that its a miracle that I am alive at this moment...

Answer 6

About 7-10g of Psilocybin ought to do the trick for 8-10hrs or a couple of hundred micrograms of LSD.  Though's are the quick ways to drastically change your perspective.  I personally suggest getting a degree in philosophy :)

Answer 7

I am not sure if your question makes sense, maybe I am not reading it right, but it seems like you ramble on and on and may already be mad.

There are several ways to go insane.

Sleep deprivation. This works really effectivly, however, it goes away as soon as you get some decent sleep. Try sleeping less then 2 hours every other night. This can cause all kinds of hallucinations and paranoria, etc. If you want to learn more watch the movie "Insomnia" with Al Pachino, Robin Williams, and Hilary Swank

Drugs. It can take some time to do permanent damage, but enjoy the trip. If you don't know how to go insane with drugs I recommend the movie "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" with Johnny Depp.

Doses of Mercury can make you insane too. Not much destroys the brains ability to reason better, however, I can not recommend this, as it can be very dangerous.

And finally, the one that did it for me. Have a 12 hour romantic comedy marathon. (this doesn't work for everyone)

good luck

Answer 8

i think ur pretty f'd in the head, dude.

Answer 9

I can't believe I am saying this....although he wouldn't know this name, but Wushu Boy, makes a pretty fair point.  However this is what I think:

Obviously something has happened that you don't want to deal with.  

The problem is you can't run away from your problems.  Drugs, alcohol, refusing to allow yourself to sleep, are ways to make yourself go mad, but I have always found out that just running away from yourself and what you need to deal with is adequate and quite frankly effectual enough.  I am saying this from experince, and also what I have noticed in others thru The Great Powers of Observation *put that funny "lost in space" sound here*.  

IF you are wanting to runaway from something than it is obviously something you NEED to deal with however unpleasent as it maybe.

Also you use a the term "emo," which tells me that you are within a specific age range.  Basically that of my teenage children perhaps a little bit older (and NO, I am NOT old!  I am a step-mother).  

Also you don't deny the fact that there is the possibility that you could be just looking for attention.....which gives me the suspicion that you are pretty well as damned bored as I am.  Which in essence is why I, myself, am here.

As for being in another world I have.  Actually several.  Those in my mind......small hick towns...cosmoplotian cities......ghettos and hoods, and back to a boondock, and now in some sort of coutry city in the midwest.....Other worlds are where you decide to find them.  

In the end it is all based on personal perspective.....how you choose to look at things.  Personally I believe I am mad.  I have to be in order to not actually be insane.  I live in my own little personal world, my own privite h**l.....work is another universe, and I feel dead every morning until I am halfway thru a pot of coffee that consists of mainly sugar and/or chocolate, and quite possible a shot or two of 'Geiger.  Everyday I kill myself a little bit more by not running away and living a "normal life," but I am assuming and hoping that I am killing the "bad" part of me that I don't like anyway.  Either that I am so wrapped up in my h**l that I don't know where I am at or if I am even in h**l or not.

I trust nobody, and I don't trust myself......at least not all the time.  I have been known to make some very bad decisions, but in my opinion they were very good........occasionally.

Now, that was pure honesty, from a sane person that is quite personally insane.  If that made absolutely ANY sense what so ever to anybody besides myself.......I apologize.

Peace!

Answer 10

Submitted for your approval, here stands a person on the precipice of genius or insanity, not sure which direction he should step in........

The madness of not having the ability to decipher fact from fiction sounds more like you're wanting to run away from something.

But to stand firm and look all the possibilities in the eyes seems more overwhelming and you're not up for the challenge.

So taking the easy way out and not dealing with repercussions and consequences is your way of dealing with it........

You may live in your world, but there's no need to play in ours.

Answer 11

deal with the public, ex'es, or stepkids that haven't been housebroken, any of the above should do the trick effectively if not painlessly.

Answer 12

You want to go mad?  Go into a business that deals with the government.

Answer 13

There are certain drugs that will do the trick....don't recommend it though.